The kite runner

The kite runner - a novel for my reading class. It really made me crazy. There are 13 chapters in my final exam range. I'm exhausted. I had to read the Chinese vision not only one time. Even it was written in Chinese, it still hardly to realize totally. After read the Chineses vision, I had to read the book in English. It was more difficult to read. It gave me a lot of pressure. I didn't have a good grade in midterm exam, I don't know how could I pass this course smoothly. I just read and read and read. Moreover, I had to memorize the vocabularies carefully. I can't lose any detail in it. Otherwise, I will be flunk absolutely.

Christmas

Today is very boring. No one invited me to attend any activity. I just slept at home. Until 21:00 was coming, I got the first present from my friend. It were a pair of guitar model and chocolate. It was relly touch my heart. He knew I love music, and music equal all my live. Therefore, he gave me the guitar model as my Christmas present. God knew how I love it. I will cherish it as my favorite baby. It was not a non-sense festival.

High night

Tonight was Christmas' eve. My friend and I went to the park together and saw the wonderful show. There were many good singers and bands. The most important was the pyrotechnic show. There were 1000 girandoles exploded on the sky. It was so beautiful and the scene keep going 15 minutes. All the lovers felt felicitous and hug each other. I hope it can not over. After the show over, 小豬 stayed there to hold a sign activity. I brought my CD and got his signature. Even I shake his hand. How wonderful this day.

Electoral activity

I attended a electoral activity in 虎尾 yeasterday. It was a part-time job. The salary was one hundred dollars a hour and eight hour a day. They even offered lunch and dinner for us. It was really my benefit. I was so glad that I had the opportunity to be an instructor in the activity. It was a association which bring into existence. My passion was screaming and pretended I was very happy. A day passed soon, I back to Yuntech at 17:00. I earned 800 dollars myself. Yesterday was a good day.

Hurt

My roomate's finger was cut by the geyser last night. I saw that blood gushed out and spreaded on the blanket from her finger. It was so terrible. I can't image that if it happened on myself how could I afford it? I called my friend to send her to the hospital. I saw the doctor sew her finger one by one. Blood still gushed out and didn't stop until the operation was over. She cried many times at night. I felt so sad about her.

X'mas tree

I heard that from my friend, there is a big christmas' tree decorated by lots of oranges in Yunlin. It's just build up to celebrate the Christmas. b I want to go to see it. However, I can't find just a moment to go. It's too be regretted. I hope that I can go to see the special tree next year.

Proud of her

I really proud of my good friend. Why I proud of her? Due to she just got a champion in the English speech contest. To get the good grade is a massion impossible to me. Even I didn't have bravery to attend the contest. Saying nothing of getting prize. I hope I can do it one day. I can not only just admire her.

Expect

Soon, 2007 will over. This year I learned many things. Not only from school, but from my friend. I didn't get a lot of harvests on studying. However, I learned more skills to get along with other people. I will memorize the good old days in my mind. I also learned the lesson from the mistakes I made. I believe that next year will be better.

About Advanced Reading class

The most difficult homework is "The Witches." I believe you have heard it before. It's my homework of Advanced Reading class. After we read the book, we need to analyze it. For example, we have to know what we have learned in the book? Moreover, we should think some critical comments and questions for discuss in the class. We even need to write the summary and find the main idea and the difficult vocabularies. I have never gotten the program like this before. It give me lots of pressure.

Should I treat others well?

If you always treat others well, he/she will think it's normal and accustomed. If you want to change another way to treat them, they will feel uncomfortable and anger to you. Above two sentences both from my best friends told me. She also told me that " you can't always be a good person, or you must be a good guy in all your life." Do you think her words were meaningful?

Improve my English

I have a meeting with Jessy, my teacher. I didn't have a good grade on my mid-term exam. Teacher asked us that what difficult we have on study. After the meeting, I think the problems seriously. How to improve my English abilities? Maybe I just can read lots of news or magazines to improve it. Furthermore, I can try to talk with foreign people to practice my oral skills. I can listen the radio to train my listening. I can write the dairy in English everyday.
Perhaps I still don't have good skills on writing, I just try it.

Mindset

I'm thinking one thing. Were all the people selfish? I consider that I want to anything for everyone who I care. No matter what he/she did hurt me, I was willing to forget all the pain he/she did on me. Moreover, I choose to forgive him/she. I really didn't care about it. However, the people who by my side seems can't have the same mindset to treat me. I'm so disappointed about it. Could it be said that forgive a people who you care is difficult?

New learning way

This semester seems strange. Teacher always just talk, talk, and talk in the class before. However, this semester all the teacher were different. Almost every class, I just watched movies. Teacher didn't want to teach us too much, they just wanted us to learn from the movies. After the movies, we need to turn in the reports what we learned from the movies.
It's a kind of new learning way I have never touch before. For me, I still need time to adapt it.

pray

Christmas will come soon. I don't know how to celebrate this wonderful day. Christmas is my favorite festival in a year. This year I don't have a boyfriend can company with me to through the special day. I make a wish that Santa Claus can give me a gift. That is my lover can back to my side. I don't know the wish whether come true or not, I just pray myself.

Fight for dream

Can we just free from all care? My friend told me that she was so sad. Her boyfriend wanted her to make a decision. Boyfriend and Guitar --- She have to choose one of them. One is her lover. The other one is her favorite thing. It's her dream. I don't support her to give up her dream just for a boy. We should fight for our love till the end.

I love you !!!

I have created a song want to give my ex-boyfriend during these three weeks. I haven't finish it. I don't know whether I can touch his heart by the song or not. I just want to let him know I still love him.These day after I break up with him, I miss him everyday. I can't stop my brain to miss him.The content of the lyric is concern about all of our memories. Maybe love was over, but memories will exist in my heart forever.I want to tell him that " I still love you."

Accident

Last night, I got a phone from Vietnam. My aunt said"your father got hurt seriously, you must contact with him as soon as possible." When I heard that, I don't know how to describe my feeling. The words did't come my way. I live in Yunlin now. I can't back to my home instantly.
I just worry about him and I can't fall asleep all night. Till this morning, he called me and said that " he is find." Finally, I can set my mind at ease. Thanks to God.

Good job

I find a new part-time job in a glasses store. My passion just sell and introduce the glasses to the customers. I must give the glasses a good wipe. In the free time, I can chat with my colleague.
The salary a hour is much and the job didn't make me too tire. The most important thing is that the store is close to my home. So lucky I am, I find a good job.

Boring life

How many of my homework? I can't account it. Almost every day, I just keep to write and write and write. Do you know that I really hate the kind of life. It's so boring. However, I don't have the ability to change it. At all, my position is just a student. I even have no lesuire time, busy full my life.

Be independent

My friend told me that she had a big problems on interpersonal relationship recently. I think that I also have the same problems, too. Both she and I can't get along with our best friend.
Both we fought and argued with our friend frequently. Should we be independent? Is it a good strategy?

Warm

This time I went home, I had a warm feeling specially. My father came home and gave me money although he was poor in the period of time. My mother took me home when I get off the train. My sister gave as a present for me and 100 dollars. My brother gave me a chocolate.
The most imporatant is that my grandmother cooked a lot of delicious dishes that all my favorite food. It's really affectingly. Maybe it because I didn't back home for a long time. Although I only back two days, I feel satisfied.

First time to go to church

It was the first time I went to church. It was the first time I through the God myself. I thought it was really wizardly. A girl came to me and said" God asked me to tell you that your breast."
Everything she talked to me all close to my real frame. After that, a cassock came to me, too.
He said" I wanted to help you open your mind that God asked me I should tell to you." The kind of feeling was I never had before. I wanted to become a protestant.

I miss him

I have breaked up with him over 2 months. I didn't feel so sad in this period of time . But I don't know why these days I miss him very much. I sent lots of messages to him, but he didn't sent me back. Could it be said that we can't be friend after breaking up? I want to find him , but I don't have courage to call him. I' afraid of listening his voice. What can I do?

Home sick

I became homesick since after summer vacation I back to the college. The period of time , I never back home. I must have a part-time ; I encounter the midterm. Other than that, many reports gave me the stress. I miss my family very much. I want to back home. Therefore, I decide that after the midterm, I want to go home.

Memorable

I was sleeping all night till afternoon I wake up. It was over 2 o'clock. I went to a Italy restaurant to eat our dinner with my friend. The food there are all delicious. Nevertheless, we should wait a long time. After our dinner, we went to buy new clothes. It's very cheap. I bought a jean and a belt. They only cost 289 dollars. It was first time I went to supermarket with friend after the college life. It was really fun. We decided to cook by ourselves tonight. It has been a long time , I ate outside. I really cherish and enjoy our dinner time.

Silly

Something stupid happened few days before. I still remember that day how silly was I. I took my raincoat outside to put in my motorcycle. I thought that it was just taking a short time and I would back to my room soon. Therefore, I didn't bring my key out. Oh God No ... After I put the raincoat, I couldn't enter to my room. The door was locked. I don't know what should I do. I didn't bring anything that moment. Even the cell-phone. As a sudden, I saw a person fixed his motorcycle not far to me. I went to him and asked for help. He took me to landlord' house for taking the keys. I'm really appreciate for him. I'm a lucky girl.

Nightmarket

I have getten cold few days. The runnig nose made me uncomfortable. And I have inflamed throat. My friend took me to see the doctor. After took the medicine, I feel better than before.
Before the midterm, I thought I should relax myself. After studied all day in the library, I went to the nightmarket with my friend. I saw the wallets are cheap, one of them only 100 dollars.
Both of my friend and I were buying two piece. And then, we ate our dinner there. It was a happy night.

Something bother me !!

That's right. Which things bother me ? That's the midterm. I'm in trouble at all. It will come soon. Fortunately, I have quit the job. And then, I have more time can study. Maybe it still isn't enough to prepare for exam. But I'll do my best. I will find the next part-time job which more easy after the midterm. The period of time, I want to take a short break and concentrate on my schoolwork and exam. I go to the library frequently. Now, libary is my second house.

Quit the job

I have quit my part-time job in the kindergarten yesterday, because I was making a big mistake. The event happened suddenly, I couldn’t handle it at that moment. A baby was crying, I let her laid on the floor, and then I went to brew the milk for her. Just after I finish it, I heard a child speak out “Someone was falling down.” I’m not only worried about it but nervous at the same time. Only one opinion popped up my head that was “God, I’ll be died.” Soon, I dashed to her just at a moment; she lied prone on the floor. I turned her body to me. “Oh, damn it. Her nose was black and blue, and even with blood. Alright, I was blamed by the principal exactly. I was not on purpose. I only have a pair of eyes; I couldn’t take care of all the children at the same time. It’s unfair to me to care all the children and when the accident was happen just blame to me. It’s a mission impossible. I had a lot of pressure that making me out of breathe. After I quit the job, I thought I have to take the responsibility. I have to face it, after all, the baby got hurt. I didn’t accept the salary. Principal called me to ask me back to continue the work again and again. But I can’t afford it anymore. I’m afraid that this event will happen again one day later. I can’t be responsible for it again. I’m just a college student.

Unhappy

I wasn't happy when I was looking after the guys who everage 6-year-old. They were pixie and made many problems to me. I have to solve these horrible problems myself, no one could help me. One week ago, I talked to the principal that I want to quit the job. I can't dare it anymore. She hope me could still stay there, she didn't want me to leave, so she transferred the position for me. I have taken care babies about a week. Babies are quiet and cute. Sometimes they were crying aloud, but I still can hold it. The salary is the same, but it's more cushiony.

Kindergaten Life

These days, I worded in the kindergaten. I think that it's a big burden to me. The children there always are out of control. The principal asked me to be more strict to them. Otherwise, they are not afraid of me. I can't charge them in the future. But I don't agree with what she said. In my opinion, children there are poor, they can't go outside to play. They always stay in a small space. I don't want to limit them too much. In despit of children, they want the freedom, too. Maybe I'll be fired quickly I think. There is a child I like most, he never goes home. After he was born, he has been sent to the kindergarten. Even he doesn't know who is his father. I want to give him all my love. I hope that he can grow up soon to find his own happy life.

My chin

These time I back home that was really worth. My father know a doctor could cure my chin.
My chin fallen off when I was a 12-year-girl. Now, a good doctor can make me recover.
Although it will ache very much, I can become more beautiful. Haha~ I'm very happy and I hope that day will come soon. Two weeks later, I will back home again to cure my chin.

The movie -- "色戒"

It was happen in last night, I went to the movie theater with my friend. We see the movie "色戒", it's produced from 李安. The movie is talking about the war of resistance against aggression and carry on a clandestine love. It involves lot of affection in mind. I think that everyone would has different emotion after seeing it. It's a good movie. I want to recommend it to you.

Part-time job

I have done the part-time job in few days. I don't have the holiday in the future. I have to work everyday. And I must work 4 hours a day. I'm a nurse in the kindergarten to take care babies.
I have to brew milk and shift the diapers for them. Although it's very busy. Also, I don't have any experience on it. I love children very much. I will give them all my patient, love and consideration. I would as them as my own babies.

Concert

October 2 our school had a concert. There were too much students took part in. The stars who came today are great, I love them exactly. I didn't receive any presents and the posters. But I still feel satisfied. I tooka lot of pictures with my new camera. I'm so happy tonight!! I love Yuntech.

The most terrible interview

I have the most terrible interview yesterday. I was applying for a job - English assistant in "Doors English". It's a cram school . When you there, you should be no Chinese. You have to speak in English all the time. When the teacher had the interview with me, I was nervous.
I still kept my smile to responded her questions. Maybe I would fail. But I just did my best.

Interview

Today I had a interview in a English clam school. I went to there for finding a part-time job.
I apply for a position - teacher assistant . Although the cram school is far from my home, even I loss the way. If I can get the job, I think they are not problems at all. I pray for god- let me get the job, please. I like it very much.

Try

I never write the diaries in English before. I will use it in my writing class from now, it will makes me get the progress about the writing skills. I try it!!!